waiting the wait: (Tribute to all those who simply wait!!)

the speck of light is all that connects, the thread holding true,

faith, the blind faith of vision to future,

the joy of all that can be,

sorrow of all that to be,

distant voice, digital slavery,

all too in the stride,

for ever lasting love..

Bedside

As she lay motionless
with tubes and memory tussle
with children hovering around
All that is lost and never gained

Making faint glimmers of hope
Pleading for mercy for the sins of the progeny
Its too difficult to die..
Losing faith on Him for the pain

Guilt of the child for not having the guilt
Sad for not having the sadness
Tear dropping for self
Less than perfect for ever

Will they survive for they are innocent
Like thy father
Wastage of life and the times
what shall make them normal

Promise me for coming around
I shall go peacefully
Nor I know of anything else
which makes it better

Hold my hand, who will hold yours
when the time comes
Listen to me my child
for it will be too late

Heart screaming for your wrong deeds
Of breaking the mothers heart
Shadows of past leaning by
covering the day like a passing cloud

Make amends now
For if not for her, who else shall it be for?
Stone of hurt, melt it by the word
And the deed of the pack

The child cries..

Hold me mother, for my freedom
Don't leave me, for my freedom
Bless me, for my freedom
Forgive me, for freedom that is me..

What you do?

I can hear the sounds around you
I can hear the noise and clutter
Can't see the people around

What you see and what you think
What you like and what you want
What you had and what you liked

What you saw and when you cried
What made you smile
What made you happy

What makes you wonder
What makes you to love
What makes you to trust

All that i see is the stone of memory
for i want to see what you see now!

It’s a free fall

Blue sky

Mild jerk and soot flies by

She felt pain for the lost son

Twirls and turns..flipping over

What a bloody place..he howled at his father..

The air cutting across making the whoa sound

Smoke raising from distance, burnt flesh sticking to the sidewalk..

Brother hitting his brother, screaming..

Flash of light across the road..

The child jerks in the womb, the mom panics,

clutching her vanishing hopes, the child freezes

the littered earth, beckons..

hundred thoughts disperse on the field of sin..

peace..

The Only One

The sodium shadows surrounding,

The kid dozing in the arms,

Eyes moist, life in emotional captivity

Hail, this is my hope,

take me away..

Neither i Know you, Nor you know me..

Bond of passing breeze

Take me away..

Silent plea, dropped like a thunder..

Hand rose from the pocket..

Met the sweaty palm..

Life stood still, for ever..

Lonely Fear

Oh They came to me..

I gave what I can..

They wanted more for i can't give

Moving away,

Forcing them to find themselves..

And they did..for sure

I still peer in the dark..for my hope

When it comes, for i would want more

Like them..

Can't bear the thought of losing...

for he might do the same to me

would i be better of being alone

for that's too hard to bear

And as of today

Its the lonely Fear that's my companion..

Sleep seep

Sleep Sleep

Seep Seep

Thoughts Creep,

The hand is present with the voice of the past

Moving from and zoning away..Sleep Sleep

Distant stare, mixed love, for droves

Snapping lines in traditions rhyme

Dearest

Sleep Sleep